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It Wasn't You' But Me
It wasn't a lie
though it wasn't the truth,
It was never for another or that I wanted to
I didn't want to!
I've always loved you, I love you as I write,
Such distance I keep away from you while I crave you endless nights
Whats a girl to do when its you who she loves, and its her who she doesn't,
but runs away far away leaving you to believe you are conclusions reason?
Whats a girl to do when its you who sees her naked in sunlight
and smiles because shes perfect,
And its her who crys along with your happiness?
Its not tears of joy, but tears of pain that you'll never understand!
Whats a girl to do when its her who can cure the ugly in your life,
And its you who could never give healing
for the tribulations in hers?
Whats a girl to do with great shame and disguss
thats never been revealed to your eyes, because she hid it so well?
Its shame for the the control I don't have over my mind
which believes the negative in my image is real,
Its disguss for my image thats physical
You've claimed to know, because you've seen me bare,
I'm perfectly fine? but have you seen my mirror?
You don't know!
I fear your love if you were to know, I fear your eyes if you were to see,
Would you still love me? Would you still touch me?
Its a whole other picture behind what you've seen, but I refuse to let you know for I am embarrassed, and refuse to accept this image!
I refuse to let you as well!
If I could run back to feel your sniffles on my neck and kisses on my forehead,
I'd run like Forest "Run Forest run!" like Jenny said
But I can't! So,
I picture you to my heart, I read you to my soul, I remember you to my mind,
And all I do is cry, because I love you!
Because I didn't want to!
Because I had no chioce but to!
A disordered mind is such a poweful thing
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It wasn't a lie
though it wasn't the truth,
It was never for another or that I wanted to
I didn't want to!
I've always loved you, I love you as I write,
Such distance I keep away from you while I crave you endless nights
Whats a girl to do when its you who she loves, and its her who she doesn't,
but runs away far away leaving you to believe you are conclusions reason?
Whats a girl to do when its you who sees her naked in sunlight
and smiles because shes perfect,
And its her who crys along with your happiness?
Its not tears of joy, but tears of pain that you'll never understand!
Whats a girl to do when its her who can cure the ugly in your life,
And its you who could never give healing
for the tribulations in hers?
Whats a girl to do with great shame and disguss
thats never been revealed to your eyes, because she hid it so well?
Its shame for the the control I don't have over my mind
which believes the negative in my image is real,
Its disguss for my image thats physical
You've claimed to know, because you've seen me bare,
I'm perfectly fine? but have you seen my mirror?
You don't know!
I fear your love if you were to know, I fear your eyes if you were to see,
Would you still love me? Would you still touch me?
Its a whole other picture behind what you've seen, but I refuse to let you know for I am embarrassed, and refuse to accept this image!
I refuse to let you as well!
If I could run back to feel your sniffles on my neck and kisses on my forehead,
I'd run like Forest "Run Forest run!" like Jenny said
But I can't! So,
I picture you to my heart, I read you to my soul, I remember you to my mind,
And all I do is cry, because I love you!
Because I didn't want to!
Because I had no chioce but to!
A disordered mind is such a poweful thing
Please note "Copyright"
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